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sebelum terkena sampuk hantu jembalang atau sang kelembai
aku malngkah lepas rimba dan paya
berakit melawan arus
ke muara dihujung denai
aku jejak onak dan duri
laju aku berlari
jangan terpandang dia
lekas..sembunyi kan diri
mungkin nanti
mentari tenggelam
apabila fajar menjelma
hatimu kembali ceria
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so..I came to the stage to realized that my kids has grown into an adults and became my good friends..though, both of them still stay with their father..I dont kecoh ask them to stay with me..at beginning of this separation..I have prepared proper and touchable duration with them..my house and the time taken to reached them incase of anything happen.
as time goes by..they will come to my house anytime they want..like a friend visiting me..but the feeling is stronger because im the mother to them..and they call from the outside of the house..bonda!!! (bonda? overnya) actually they call me MAK, once i open the door then we hug each other and having a food's party ..sure i will cook extra plus all the desserts then we talk many things, sometime we'll watch movie etc..my life now is just nice not that perfect or happy selamanya..but i had move on..love my new home with its peace and tranquility..giving me the calmness and to live this life without much expectation...well.. i do have a plan to take them for a short getaway in this near future..probably the place that can offer outdoor activities like ATV and other nature attraction..mungkin ke Tadom resort..will not go lama2 sana..2 days is just enough..only 30mins drive from my house.
i have 2 small kids with me..they re really crack me up sometimes
my english is bad i know..but i tried
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rospinki replied at 12-2-2018 11:18 AM
so..I came to the stage to realized that my kids has grown into an adults and became my good friends ...
Ur English is fine.lantakkan je grammar nazi. Y dont u try kemensah.i went there once. I don't really enjoy it. M not outdoor person. But my kids loveeee it. N my husband too.
Happiness for me when i go lepak2 with girlfriends n have a cup of coffee.mkn big breakfast at lunch hour.pastu bersurai. |
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owhh...thank you ticer..my hinglish broken into pises all the time
kemensah kat ampang tu ya..wehhh kat KL ok..nak kesana akak paling tak suka..jem oiii. lagipun akak dh riki Tadom hill ni..dekat banting je,
anak2 akak suka outdoor walopun diorg pompuan..bagi chan lah dirong hepi2 pastu ada chalet tepi sungai..bole mancing ..mandi manda.
zaman tu dah lepas ..brekfast with frens pastu bersurai..skrg tak minat kesitu..ramai jugak orang nearby in realiti nk berkawan..tahla, akak sorg2 takde hal. jom kita brekfast
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Edited by noraidil_06 at 12-2-2018 02:41 PM
rospinki replied at 12-2-2018 02:20 PM
owhh...thank you ticer..my hinglish broken into pises all the time
kemensah kat ampang tu ...
hengeris iols pun.tp flip tudung, kesah plak khueeen |
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Edited by noraidil_06 at 12-2-2018 02:42 PM
rospinki replied at 12-2-2018 02:20 PM
owhh...thank you ticer..my hinglish broken into pises all the time
kemensah kat ampang tu ...
Kemensah tu kt zoo. Jom la breakfast with bitches namanye. Tu pun kalau u x kisah kawan dgn bitches. Ade org malu. Mengaku rapat dgn bitch pun malu.katenye. tp meols bkn bitch. Nama je breakfast with bitches. Tp meols ustajah ye noks.ekekkeke |
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rospinki replied at 12-2-2018 03:59 PM
tau..belakng zoo tu kan..ada sedara member dalam tu..keturunan mawas
which bitche ...
Choy.mawas spesis terancam dah.blkg tu chalet dia basic sgt |
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cuti2 bawak diri. woohoo!
tapi bawak keje jugak. kahkah. since im not a TV person, memalam bosan dok ceruk ni aku hadap la kerja. esok boleh merayau, insya Allah. |
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i found this quote
"people who repeatedly attack your confidence and self-esteem are quite aware of your potential, even if you are not".
my advice... pls stay away from this toxic people |
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Aduhhhhhhh suke sgt lagu niiiiii |
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Deleted that account is the best decision for you. May u fine ur inner peace with ur makayah n siblings. |
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I need a rest. A long long long rest. |
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my heart sick! really sick! |
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help me..mek tak tahu dah nak buat apa..pening kepala sakit hati..macam ni cerita dia..
mek ada kenal sorang mamat ni..bulan 9 last year, still baru lagi..kenal melalui kenalan mek..kami berbalas text almost 2 bulan baru jumpa..
first time jumpa mek send him off to somewhere kat klia..so macam biasa la we take pic together..
so we macam biasa la texting semua..sebulan lebih dia g oversea then dia balik..kami jumpa sekejap afterbalik tu, dia dtg rumah mek amek barang...hubungan kami dah renggang..on off on off..tapi mek suka dia lah..mek always start text dia first..padahal dulu sebelum pergi oversea dia selalu text mek first every morning text and genite text...
sekarang ni makin jauhhh..jauh sangat sangat mek dengan dia..mek dah hampir nak move on sebab bila mek text dia dia tak reply atau seem like he dont wanna continue our conversation..
disaat saat mek dah nak move on tu tetiba last week mek ternampak post dia kat whatsapp story, dia screenshoot conversation dia dgn abg dia..bukan screenshoot perbualan tu yang menjadi persoalannya tapi wallpaper whatsapp dia! wallpaper gambar kami berdua masa dekat klia..adehh masa mek tengok tu mek dah geram gilerrrr..apa dia nak sebenarnyaaaa..kenapa dia buat mek macam tu..kalau tak suka kenapa buat wallpaper tu..hati mek sakit sangat..
apa mek perlu buat ni????????
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MyNameIsIris replied at 13-2-2018 03:50 PM
i found this quote
"people who repeatedly attack your confidence and self-esteem are quite aware ...
So true. I dah pernah terkena. |
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meklalala replied at 14-2-2018 11:04 AM
help me..mek tak tahu dah nak buat apa..pening kepala sakit hati..macam ni cerita dia..
mek ada k ...
Maybe dia nak uji you kot. Hurm. Dalam kes ni, you kena make the first move. |
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Post time 12-2-2018 11:10 AM
