Edited by truly at 1-9-2016 11:13 AM
Continuation....
Setelah menunggu dan hampir give up, hari ni email sampai dari Mr.W (dari hari dia cakap akan contact aku tu). So he hasnt left me, cuma dia belum come around sepenuhnya. Aku ingat kalau dia left aku pun, okay lah not meant to be. Lagipun less complicated. Aku boleh concentrate dengan my boyfriend. Tapi sekarang aku kembali menjadi confused. Ini lah bunyi emailnya yang panjang lebar.
Hi Truly(bukan nama sebenar hehehe),
It's been@12 days since I am home and it's been A wild ride since my return.
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Unfortunately,things went a bit sideways prior to leaving Malaysia And there is likely several reasons for that... I can be a bit sensitive and I allow things to buildup. I have found that I don't respond well to jealousy even though you indicated it was a compliment. It didn't feel so at the time. In my experience jealousy gets worse, especially when it's unfounded. But I suppose that the social media issue you shared prior to my arrival is a foundation for that, except for the incident in Mumbai last year. All things aside, I know you are a good person, and so am I. We wouldn't be where we areif we weren't.!!
By gones will be bygones so they say!!. I'm sure we will talk when the opportunity presents itself but for now I thought I should respond. I'm not interested in anger or hatred.
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It was an interesting visit to you. I will likely not travel anymore this year unless it is a vacation, I may need to think more about my health and well being for a change. I will start running again, I got my gym pass yesterday. [Snipped....snipped.]
I hope you are well. We will see how things unfold in the coming weeks! No pressure, take care and be well!
Aku, back to sayang Mr. W...
Meanwhile, boyfriend aku akan ke London weekend ni tengok several houses untuk beli. Dia kata nak ajak aku sekali, tapi sekarang dia nak pilih dulu dah beli baru pegi.
Minggu lepas aku keluar, biasalah suka tengok live bands.......I met a guy, an Australian. Dia datang renew visa dia untuk balik ke Thailand. Well, dia ada yacht yang dock di Langkawi tapi sekarang kat Phuket tengah repair. Besar la, 40 ft. Kami pun berkenalan dan aku teringin nak ikut dia balik dari Phuket sailing ke Langkawi. Malam tu dia ajak ikut dia balik. Of course aku kata no. Bila dia balik Thailand, he's quite agressive in pursuing me. Calls, Whatsapp. I didnt like that. So aku blocked number dia. Then hari ni, dapat message dia lagi. Dari another phone. I have not replied. He is an intelligent man, and currently writing a book. He has 4 degrees. But I dont like that he wants to get romance on the table, too soon. Plus he has been married 3 times!!!!
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