It has been quite a while i was in pause mood, pause from leisurely clicking CARI...almost forgotten actually , I am supposed not to freely laze around but i dunno what have got into me i feel like posting pulak now, this is my 3rd posting people! unbelievable!. Done a lot of thinking lately till cluttered my mind, nausea with disorganised thoughts, i bet that's why i am here rite now...at this very moment looking at CARI forum. Maybe i treat this visit as escape thingy . Being in a stage of denial of unable to accomplish task is tremendously annoying! Indulging oneself browsing, clicking here n there into a pool of information wealth actually has given a really soothing theraphy...without realising how fast time slips away ...tup tuppp it almost 3 o'clock in the afternoon- half day has gone....oh craps! well anyway it just my inner thoughts that i want to let go...luahkan lahhh lontarkan lahhh.....DONT BOTHER READ IT!