To my dearest baby

AnitaSabrina · Post time 1-7-2007 08:49 PM

My dearest sweet baby,

I am so sorry for not being able to take care of you and lavish you will all the love that I can give.  Your brothers asked me when are you coming home?  I was at the hospital yesterday and when I came home, Adam's first question was; "mummy mana adik?"  I cannot bear with this pain.  Your loss is so immense.....

I know God has arranged it so.  People tell me there are reasons for this happening.  I don't know the reason.  I'm grieving for the baby that I'll never meet and never see grow up.  I feel emptiness in my belly where you used to be.  I long for the kicks that I felt with you inside.

Its so strange that other people look at your remains and don't react at all.  I look at your remains and I collapsed and cried a million tears.  You are my baby and I'm your mummy darling.  I know you have long left but your soul is close to me.

Someday we will meet my sweet little angel.  Rest in peace my darling.......