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Td mkn nasi ayam gepuk..kemain eksyen siap mnta extra sambal ye..sekali podaihhh diaaa ..bapakkkkk aaaaaa. Pedeh prut kawe |
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Yg extra smbal x usik pun..bazir je..hmm |
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Bila diingat blik..hmm. btul la kot mcm budk drjh 1..malunye lahaii. |
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Prut rsa x sedapppppp...aduuuuuuuuhhhh |
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Pastu rsa nk cry lg |
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Bole imejin x rsa nk cry tp trtahan2...dada rsa sebu berat sgt..aii tgh tahan sebak skrg nih |
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Lofa di offer chatime lebih dri 1 cwangn..haii mehh? 
Chatime tmpt aii bru bungkus tutup kdai..yek yek je kn kau lopa |
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Xtaula pasaipa tutup..tp x lma lpas kes lopa rentas ngeri aii tgok hilg teeus chatine outlet sini |
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Aii ada tgok stu movie ni..lps tgok aii rsa mcm dunia ni pnuh dgn kjhatan yg trselindung sbnarnya..yg kaya mkin tamak mkin nk kaya mkin nk power..greedy non stop. So sad la tgok bnda ni. Yg naif mkin trtindas..u knw tipu daya dynia ni mmg xkn pnah hbis..xkn habiss..mnusia licik dan jhat trnyata mmg wjud..nk pulk ada power..hmm |
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Kdg fkir..hdup ni klu kite mkin kejar nk achieve here n there mmg x kn pnah puas..kte akn rsa nk lagi..nk lagi..aku dah achieve ni, aku nk yg tu pulk..pling tkut klu bnda yg kte nk sgt tu akhirnya akn bg kmudhratan pd diri, pd keluarga..mmbimbngkn bile jd mkin tamak n rsa ckup hebat.. |
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Dah taip pnjg2 dilit pulk...errr mcm x sesuai pulk nk share  |
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Kdg jari lg laju dri akal |
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Perut xsedap lg nih..rsa nk memerut tp feel tu x smpi lg |
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Nk luah ssuatu..ssuatu yg berat.. |
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Meminta feel lain..feel emosi pulk yg dtg mnjengah |
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Buka ig td pstu muncul stu post dari stu grup ni..bout sharing ur story..camtu lbih kurg..aii x pndi nk story nk karang ayat so mmg x de intention nk shre story kt situ..lgpun xde apa yg inspired utk aii share |
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Dah lma kte x mcm ni tp baru ni bnda tu dtg balik..esok mlmnye nk tido hsbnd pulk risau kte jd mcm tu smula..he ty kte mmpi ssuatu ka..kte geleng..ada bca bnda yg plik2 ke yg buat kte trggered..pun kte geleng..n for the 1st time kte x minat nk bukk crita bnda yg buat kte trggred mlm tu..kte trus katup muka dgn bntal..tp x lma kte bngkit duduk..kesian pulk kt hsbnd. Trtanya2..kte x minat nk bukk crita sbb kte tamo kte triggred smula. Nnti kte emosi..sudhnye kte shre n kte nngis lg..tp keadaan undr cntrol..aku kena cntrol otak aku..bukn cntrol emosi smata.. |
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Bnda ni kn..ada time bole cntrol..ada time ooc..aku msih mncari arah utk cntrol..aku tamo org lain nmpl lowest point aku..ckupla laki aku sorg yg nmpk..klu org lain nmpk kang tamasal aku dilabel gila..huhuh |
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Sorg doc ada advise utk aku jumpa phsy..aku kena pegi buat treatmnt ..dlm keadaan aku mcm ni, mmg aku taleh jauh dri hsbnd katanya.. |
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Post time 8-4-2021 04:58 PM
