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RIANZ PARADISE VOL. 56- VOTE ABPBH & LAGU2 BARU RIZ & NADIA DI RADIO2
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Part 2
As usual after dinner, he would go back to his room to wind down after a long day. He has never been an avid scholar, more of a man of action than words; even writings had not been his strong point. Even though he is the top Sales and Marketing guy in his firm, he had always been the front person, the person they send to sell their products to new buyers and the person they depend on to entertain regular clients. He steps out of his room to his balcony and stares out at the beautiful scenery, his room faces the hills but he could still see where the edge of the hills meets the ocean. It’s beautiful to look at the strong majestic hill which used to be an active volcano and the sloping black rock which used to be the lava gently runs towards the edge of the sea.
The sea is calm now as low tide sets in; usually at this shore the waves will be strong in the wee of the morning. He loves to wake up early just to sit and watch the surfers enjoying themselves; he was thinking he wanted to give it a try this weekend. “Damn this assignment! All my plans to have a wonderful relaxing weekend have gone down the drain, hell!” He slowly walks toward the mini bar and takes out a can of beer. He stares out the balcony as he watches the sun setting behind the hills, the scenery is magnificent, no drawings or photos can capture the feeling he feels, the image can be captured but not the atmosphere of peacefulness and serenity.
As he finishes his drink, he throws in the empty can into the bin. Its part of his daily routine, he will always wind down every night with a can of beer and if he is entertaining he’ll have his glass of wine or two. He pats his slight pot belly and smiles, “Hmmmm well this is result of my drinking…” He strips as he readies for his evening shower, with a towel around his hip, he looks at the standing mirror by the bathroom door. He thinks to himself, “Not bad for a thirty five years old guy, hahaha..” he laughs. He looks at his tall figure, still athletic despite the slight pot belly, his broad slightly hairy chest, strong muscular arms and athletic legs due to his gym regime. His Company gives him a club membership which he uses not only for entertaining guests and clients but he fully uses their facilities. If he is not in the gym, he will be having his weekly squash game with his friends or colleagues.
After a nice warm shower, he wears his pyjamas and sits at the study desk; he goes through the handout notes today as he doesn’t want to look stupid in front of her tomorrow. Every night he has been doing this as a routine as he was unable to concentrate in the classes, he has always been a student who gets through by studying hard as it takes time for him to digest new ideas and concepts. Furthermore this week, all he did in the class was to stare at her, even though from a far, her side face was good enough for him to overcome his eight years of longing. How he had missed looking at her beautiful face, his angel.
After he finished revising today’s notes, he flops on his big bed and starts to choose the channels on the television. He stops at the sports channel and watches the football game on air; he lays back and makes himself comfortable, knowing for a fact that he will be fast asleep before the game ends. As his eyes grow drowsy, he quickly reaches out for the house phone and asks for a wake up call, earlier than usual. He wants to look good and fresh for her, he doesn’t know why. He knows that she will never forgive him for what he has done and he knows how badly he had hurt her with his deceits and lies.
It was never his intention to do so, he had tried to stop the feeling he had for her, but it was to no avail. He knows he should have told her the truth from the start but he knew if he did so she would never have been his. He closes his eyes and as usual the image of her sweet face appears, it’s been eight years since he last seen her, but her image has been intact in his memory. The same image has always appear, her face smiling, glowing with happiness, her radiant smile and her eyes full of tenderness and love, looking up at him with her long hair sprawled all over the pillow.
He wakes up from his bed and goes out to the balcony for fresh air. He sighs and reaches out for the pack of cigarettes he has left at the balcony’s small table. As he puffs his cigarette he remembers how she has hated his smoking, throughout their year together he had stopped smoking but he took up the habit again after he lost her. He looks into the darkness of the night and listens to the sound of waves hitting the shore, he sighs, “Nad…….. I’m so sorry. I can’t help myself, I loved you so much. Damn!!!!!!!” He crushed the cigarette’s butt at the ashtray and walks to the mini bar again. He needs a stronger drink to survive the night; he takes a mini vodka bottle and downs the drink instantly.
He then lay back on the bed and lets the drink calms him and makes him drowsy, drowsy enough to help him to fall asleep. Slowly he begins to relax; all his problems and responsibilities back home begins to disappear, leaving only happy memories he had with her. He had never intended to fall in love with her, to finally give his life and soul to another, let alone a woman. He had only wanted to attend the one-year MBA course in Staffordshire and return back to Gerik as soon as he can. He has a lot of responsibility back home and he does not like the idea of leaving them unattended for a year but the scholarship he received from Yayasan Perak did not come easy and he did not want to miss out on the opportunity.
How was he to know that in the chill of the English winter, he’ll be burnt by this lovely beauty? The memories was as fresh as yesterday, every single day with her he cherished and he kept the vivid images intact in his heart and mind. If only she knows how he hurts every single day without her by his side, but it has all be ruined by him and he is the one at fault. He was a scheming conniving man who would take every step to win her love without thinking of the consequences. His action has caused both of them misery, not a fair trade for just a year of bliss. At last he dozes off….. |
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Originally posted by mialynn at 15-1-2009 08:34 PM
mummy kat dlm ni ade mcm2 group...
GBS = geng budak skolah
GDP = geng dara pingitan
GMV = geng mama/mummy vouge
GDK = geng drama korea...
yg terbaru br lynn cipta --------- ...
w/salam lynn...
wah mcm2 group ada ya?
siapa yg group GDK..
Angah tengok citer Yisan and Jumong tak?..
ni citer raja2 korea dulu2...best.. |
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Originally posted by sweetmm at 15-1-2009 08:41 PM
Part 2
As usual after dinner, he would go back to his room to wind down after a long day. He has never been an avid scholar, more of a man of action than words; even writings had not been his ...
sweetie..tq |
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salam semua.....
lajunye korang....
pnat nak menelaah... |
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Originally posted by ophelia at 15-1-2009 08:48 PM
sweetie..tq tumpang kak ophe..thanks sweet..:flower: :flower: |
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